Easy come, easy go That's just how you live..

Take, take, take it all, but you never give.
I’d catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I’d jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same....

Best song ever and isnt that the way it is? Some people would really die for someone,.
I think that's so stupid because life goes on,. it like a rollercoaster,. it goes up and down but its always fun.
Don't you think?..

Today I get my report,.
AND TODAY IN A WEEK is my 18th birthday and I am super happy haha.

Gna meet a friend after school.. also have a blog with her in german if your interessted (http://theblondieandbrownieworld.blogspot.com/)  visit and follow us..

AND REMEMBER you are always loved!!

11 DAYS LEFT!!!

PEOPLE I AM ALMOST 18!!!!
HOW cool is that? hahaha SO exited :)

Baby get shaky :')

Best song at the moment: Freak bodybangers & Klaas!
LISTEN TO IT,. I hear it all day long..

Today I go to the city and have something to eat with my bestie Janina :)
(vapiano)..
Tomorrow I get my iPhone and the week is going to be super short because we have an outreach on thursday  and friday we get our reports.
On monday we have free and on tuesday we have a soccer thing going in at our school,. I have to play with them because at least 2 girls in each class has to play with them -.- haha.
yeah so that was pretty much it :)

ITS FRIDAY BIATCHS

Thija und mal wieder ist die woche fast vorbei - freude pur :)

gestern haben wir erfahren, dass unsere klasse aufgelöst wirs, 2 leute haben sogar geweint.
es ist echt verdammt traurig!! Ich mochte meine klasse so sehr..
Neue lehrer, neue leute.. *kotz.

Naja heute geh ich feiern :D.. freu mich schon.

Tüdelüüü :)

Ps. Jessi ek is baie lief vir jou :) <3

Give me your freak!

http://www.viva.tv/musik/artists/neon-trees-243588/videos/animal-602995

LET ME SING ANHÖREN!!
http://www.christiandurstewitz.de/
ZU GUT!!!!

Ich bin halt gerade in der Schule und habe gestern dieses schöne lied entdeckt,
das ist seitdem rauf und runterhöre,. dazu gehören noch 2 andere, aber die kann
ich leider nicht posten, da youtube hier gespreer - genau wie facebook FURCHTBAR.
Haha,. mein erster Post in deutsch fällt mir gerade auf.

Freitag und samstag war ich feiern mit einer aus meiner klasse die geburtstag hatte und dann
am samstag hat meine mama ihren geburtstag nachgefeiert, oh mein gott, zu fertig :)
aber es war sehr schön, da ich auch mal wieder "rauskommen" musste.
Ich mag es nicht das ganze wochenende wo rumzusitzen und nichts zu machen :D

Es sieht schon ZIEMLICH cool aus ;)

Ich freu mich jetzt schon wieder auf mittwoch, weil ich da meinen wunderbaren freund wiedersehen kann ;)
muss mich jetzt umbedingt auf meinen führerschein konzentrieren :P.. ich mein ich werde bald 18 und wenn ich dann noch nicht einmal fahren kann ist das ziemlich kacke.
Meine mama meinte, dass sie ein richtig schönes geschenk für mich hat, ZU AUFGEREGT :D..

Naja jetzt muss ich mich wieder meinen aufgaben widmen.. richtig lust, haha.
Gleich noch 2 stunden rechnungswesen und ich verstehe jetzt halt mal gar nichts aber das wird schon!
Ich glaub an mich und weiß das ich alles schaffen kann wenn ich es nur will.
Leider klappen meine augen die ganze zeit zu denn ich bin so müde .. :(

ACH und hier ich hab nochwas gefunden das ich total schön finde!! aber die ist so teuer aber man gönnt sich ja sonst nichts

http://www.accessorize.com/watches/heart-charm-bracelet-watch/invt/79328715/?bklist=icat,4,shop,jewelleryshop,alljewellery

It has never been so perfect

Okay,.
What can I say? So many things had happend but this time in a positiv way.
My boyfriend is so awesome and amazing at the moment,.. He's kind and friendly and so loveable!
I'm turning 18 soon and everything is just fine with my family.
I went through to much shit and it seems like as if everything is turning to the best now.

I still have doubts about some specific things!
But I should live my life and enjoy the great moments.

LAAAST CHRISTMAS I GAVE YOU MY HEAR
nah,. always when I hear the song I remember all the fun times I had at christmas!
This year it was a bit weird tho.
BECAUSE last year I was homesick and this year as well.
(I was in South Africa last year)
And what can I say,. after my awesome hostmum / whole family phoned me I've been smiling again.
I miss them so much and I never thought I could miss them the way I do..

School = fine
Family = fine
Boyfriend = fine
Friends = fine
LIFE = AWESOME!!!

So guys,. I hope you have some great days in 2010 left.
2011 is going to be kick ass :D

Much love..

Trust.

Trust is one of the most important things 2 me..

I hate it to find out things on my own.. 

Now I ask myself.. is it worth 2 hold on 2 something when somethings comes out all the time?!

It hurts me all the time and I question myself how long I can take it anymore..

To be honest I dont want to.. actually I wish I could shout into someones face and ask him/her what the hell he/she was thinking .. not telling me such stupid things..

It breaks the whole trust thing..

I am young and I went trhough so many things already.. isnt that weird??.. I mean.. I have the knowledge of a 30 year old woman..

Well exept for: having children, being married and have an own household haha..

Gosh.. cant belive that I turn 18 soon..

The last years since 2006 just passed by like super quick.

I dunno,. feels like I'm living my life and stand on the same spot for the last 6 years.. its crazy how things change and if you dont change in your mind it has to mean something, I guess.

I changed from the outside.. (barbie, emo, normal, boring)

Anyway.. still love my life.. 

Anyway.. still hate the way people lie

Anyway.. still want to talk about it

Anyway.. still gna scream at someone hahaha...

Noo.. not the last point .. I am paicient and have awesome friends.. who would never ever lie at me.. 

HOLIDAYS!

So yeah.. I've got holidays :D..
But I guess its gna be supa dupa boring because I've got nothing 2 do and stuff..
have to study for spanish and maths.. gosh.. studying in the holidays.. thats like so lame.

On friday I was at home for the whole day.. but the weather was so nice, hey :)
My plan for saturday was actually so nice.. but it was so wierd haha.. anyway.. i went to my bf in the evening and later I went to a "club" but it was boring..
On sunday i spend the whole day infront of the freakn TV because I had nothing 2 do.. goooosh lame, lame, lame..

My fathers birthday is 2mrw and the whole family is coming :)...
cant wait 2 see them again haha..

well well well.. dunno what else to say because nothing really happend..

Nah..